How do you feel about the VMAs? Jersey Shore? MTV? Lady Gaga? Pokemon? Cookies?

- The only interesting parts of the VMAs are eventually posted online. The rest is probably shittier than what gets online in the first place.
- Jersey Shore is terrible.
- MTV shows consist of the likes of Jersey Shore and The Real World, but then there's Rob & Big and The World of Jenks (RJ Berger or w/e is kind of cool, too). It's a conundrum.
- Lady Gaga is all shock factor and little talent.
- Pokemon Adventures (manga) is pretty good. The Pokemon games (Red, Blue, Ruby, Pearl, etc.) are good. I'm a little obsessed. Pokemon Blue was the first real video game that I can recall playing.
- Cookies? Computer cookies or omnom cookies? I love the latter, but they make me fat and don't care at all about the former until it's causing me problems.

Ask me about my weiner.

You better sweep this up.

Good morning, starshines. Tia Nonners says hello. It's 8:52 and I have to leave for work at 9:30. I spent most of my 4th of July weekend playing CoD: Modern Warfare, listening to some amazing musicians do their thing, eating Japanese grocery store omnoms, and smoking. I didn't get to see any fireworks again this year, which was a bummer (for me personally). I'm actually a bit frustrated about it because I was told that I would be able to. Regardless, I had a good time doing what I was doing on the 4th.
I'm learning finger exercises for playing bass and I have to say: MY HANDS ARE WAY TOO TINY FOR THIS SHIT. I swear, I have the hardest time getting my hands around the neck of my instrument. The action is too high and holding strings down is a lot more difficult than holding strings down on another bass. My fingers also need to learn how to contort more. I'm getting good at doing that spider thing.

work 10am-7pm

methodistic

Haaay youuuu gaaaaiiiisss...!!

I just got done smoking a cigarette out of my bedroom window. There wasn't much of a view, but the summer air felt great, and the flowers growing on my neighbor's fence are gorgeous. Plus, I had Dredg playing on my eyePod. I spit on my lawnmower a couple times. I don't know why I'm still smoking cigarettes. I've cut back, and I smoke maybe two a day on average, but they can be fucking nasty at times. Although, after smoking all this time I have learned the difference on certain types of cigarettes. For instance: Newport 100s are delicious and Marlboro Menthols are a close, cheaper second. I can't stand Camel Crush. They have a pseudo-menthol taste.

To those of you who don't know who Dredg are (is?), check 'em out. They're easily one of my top ten favorite bands of all time. They're a Bay Area band and swing by a lot, so get a Songkick account if you want to know when they'll be around. Here's a song of theirs' ('s?) that I've been listening to all evening.

I went jogging to that song tonight. It's (pretty much) the first time I've gone since before Logan was born. It was a quick one lapper and I took Luna with me, but it's something I know I'll want to do tomorrow. I missed it!

kablamblam!!

I'm getting my ears pierced by my sister right now. MGHAGAHD it feels so good. I haven't had a needle shoved through skin in more than a year. Ah, self-inflicted pain... You've been missed.

loki's low key

I did the craziest thing on the PS3 network today. Whoever was playing that Modern Warfare 2 server got an earful.

brb in four hours. WORK. :3

let it pour

Have you ever sneezed into a fan and had your sneeze spit blown back into your face? Yeah, that's probably the best way to describe how my day's been going so far. I'm seriously starting to act my age in the sense that I just canNOT accept myself for who I am. I feel like a failure constantly so imagine what happens when I actually mess up. All I want to do for days after is bash my head onto solid concrete a billion times.

Other than me hating myself x1000 everything is dandy. I have the coolest person in the world as a boyfriend (I think), work is fine, and Logan is doing great. He's getting bigger and bigger every day! I think it's thanks to Logan that my family life is slowly improving. At least I think. I'm trying to put more effort into it as well. The school search is on. I'm looking at college websites right now. I hope to have figured out where I'm going and what I'm doing before the end of the week. It's not gonna happen. Hahah.

Logan's first bath

I assure you, he's well taken care of and very loved. We're just strange people.