Showing posts with label David. Show all posts
Showing posts with label David. Show all posts

Feb 11, 2010

I'm normal here.

Fuck, has it been a rough new year. Though, 2009 in Alaina-vision sucked, too (except for the music).

David and I broke up. Violently. I'm acting different than I ever have before, but exactly how I used to be at the same time. My psyche is all contorted and I'm wondering whether it's from one thing or another. I'm so lonely all the time. I want to get out and do things, but I fucking panic or someone says something and I get all butt-hurt and nostalgic when I shouldn't. It's slowly waning away, and I want to prove to myself that I'm not co-dependent, because I'm not, but I miss hugs. Hugs are so awesome.

Check out my new playlist. It's some good music.

Jan 16, 2010

dos

My boyfriend's mother came home from a business trip to Japan today She bought me a Hard Rock Cafe wife-beater that fits almost too perfectly. She got it from Yokohama or Okinawa or something like that. Either way, how cool is that?! On top of that, I finally got my fat ass into (semi)gear and set up the old Dell laptop my father gave me. You can't really use it as a laptop in terms of being able to move it around, but since when do I move anyway? The cord to charge the Dell has to be hung over the screen, hanging down. It won't take a charge, so if I move the computer even slightly, it dies on me. It's frustrating, but you know what? It's a fucking laptop. David's mother has been gone for more than two weeks and when she's gone, David and I are the complete opposite of productive. We sit around and smoke pot and eat all day. It's nice, but it gets old after a while, so I'm obviously real glad to have Deb back.

I've just recently picked up my bass from my father's house and brought it over to my pad. It hasn't been played much, but I have a coworker that's willing to teach me, so I'm motivated. I even went to the local instrument store and asked an employee there for some advice. My bass is a First Act, so it's pretty much the most worthless type of instrument offered on the market besides a Hanna Montana guitar. Still, for a hundred and fifty bucks (I didn't buy it), I got a bass, two picks, a carrying case, a tiny little amp that I fucking love, and a book that I lost. I bought a thicker pick that won't break from the thick ass bass strings and another "How to" book on playing bass that looks pretty useful. Now I just have to work up the courage to play the damn thing knowing that other people can hear me.

Here's a song to listen to so you don't just have to deal with text.

Love you guys. keep reading.

Sep 26, 2009

assosis.

My friend Will's birthday party was yesterday. Drinks were had (not by me unfortunately) and laser tag was played. Drama ensued. Boys were drunk. Blunts were smoked. Women bitched. Counter-Strike names were screamed. Pizza was eaten. All in all, it was a pretty memorable night.



















Jul 17, 2009

Xes doog.

This has easily been one of the most relaxing nights I've had in the last four months. I played Counter-Strike: Source again after six years without. Remembering my old username, GMI] Tight_Like_A_Ten_Year_Old, brought back the best kinds of memories of me and my father grossing out his coworkers when we'd all play together. David and I played the kickass-est dust deathmath everrr.

Jun 13, 2009

Liq it.

Ugh. I don't really have anything to post about. I drank about ten shots last night and met some new people in the process. I think ten shots is my all time high so far. I was pretty blitzed, but I wasn't out of it or shitfaced or anything like that. Um. Samantha, Steven, Loriena, Maria, David, Will, and Andrew were there. We drank in the backyard. It was funny. It was a nice night. I'm still a little hungover. Let's drink again tonight!

May 5, 2009

jo jin leaf

Listening to:
Tegan and Sara - The Con

Mood:

It's seriously been three days since my last post? Wow. Time flies. I finally gave Tegan and Sara a try, and my God, I cannot stop listening to this album. One song is a complete abomination and I can't stand it, but the rest I really like. If anyone who is reading this lives in Northern California, you really need to go to Sky High. We (Samantha, Steven, David) ended up going on a weekend, so many, many children were present, but nothing's more fun than pegging eight year old boys in the face with foam dodgeballs. It was nice to jump around and act like a kid again. I really needed it. I went job hunting with Jim again yesterday, and Zach proof-read and corrected some parts of my resume. I'm hoping I get a job here soon. It'll up my work ethic and the productivity will make me feel a little less lazy. Gregg moved out just a couple hours ago and I couldn't be more thrilled. With Brittany not living at home currently and Dad working, I can finally play bass as loud as I please (or even play bass at all). I'm happy.

Music


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