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It's been a while again. I haven't written in my blog or my journal, even though so many things have been happening to me personally lately. I know if I don't write it down, I'll more than likely forget about it, and I really don't want that to happen. I want to remember as much as I can, or forget it all and recall it again one day like I did with my LiveJournal blog. I printed out every entry months after I stopped using the account and assembled the pages together in a bundle. They're in my room, and I have every intention of doing it again. Although, with that blog, another LiveJournal blog (that I forgot the password and account name to), an actual material journal, and this current blog all being used or having had been used can cause a bit of jumble and confusion. I'm seriously contemplating making my actual private diary a typed out part of this blog, put on private so no one can read it. No one has ever read my actual diary either. Don't take it personally. I'm not good at writing for long periods of time, and seeing my handwriting lowers my self-esteem significantly. I also type 70+ WPM. I think I'll go through with that.

Here are random pictures.

Rape it or leave it.

I seriously think my father damn near broke this mouse. While the internet was down for all of forty-five minutes, I didn't know what to do with myself and had a breakdown. No, just kidding. I drew though. Anthony really has helped me out so much with the improvement of my artistic skills, more specifically the anatomy and proportions of the human body. It sucks that I never taught him anything. I don't know much though. I don't even know how to cook an omelet. I was going to upload some of my drawings, but the tower to this computer doesn't recognize and SD card and I don't feel like using my laptop, so you'll just have to live without my terribly drawn bust-up characters. Sorry for posting twice in one day. I'm overcompensating.

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citizenguero (3:12:29 PM): So how are things with that guy?

bear suit sitcom (3:12:34 PM): Anthony?

citizenguero (3:13:05 PM): Maybe? I thought there was a guy, I can't remember. I'm bad with stuff, like that, sorry. :P

bear suit sitcom (3:13:19 PM): It's okay, dude.

bear suit sitcom (3:13:27 PM): My boyfriend since the last time we talked is Anthony.

bear suit sitcom (3:13:30 PM): He's still my boyfriend.

bear suit sitcom (3:13:38 PM): Things are fine. Not much to say.

citizenguero (3:14:04 PM): waiwait. The ethnic one, right?

bear suit sitcom (3:14:23 PM): He's a beaner.

bear suit sitcom (3:14:27 PM): He loves dem beans.

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I'm starting to get back into listening to new music. That's one thing I can't stand about Facebook: absolutely no music. What's up with that? MySpace has helped my mystical magical musical findings tenfold. Even so, I've had my iPod for about a year now, and it's still not full. How terrible is that? It is 16GB and I'm often removing albums and putting new ones in, so I guess it's not that bad.

I don't know who all is reading this, but if you're reading this and don't know me: here you go!

What is your name? - Alaina Paige Grimm, but you already know my name.
How old are you? - 16
When is your birthday? - September 1st
How tall are you? - 5'2" or so
How much do you weigh? - 120-130lbs
Describe your hair color. - auburn
Your eye color. - blue
What age did you stop believing in Santa Claus? - I think I just came to the realization when I was seven or so.
Did you ever get money from the tooth fairy? - I think, but I don't remember a lot of my childhood.
What was your social status in middle school? - People thought I was a lesbian.
Now what is your social status? - I have no idea. I don't know enough people to have a social status.
What is your favorite pass time? - I always get confused on pass times. Am I obligated to say baseball? Does it have to be a sport? Because I read to pass time.
Are you vegetarian? - I was for a while. I just don't eat much meat to begin with.
What are your religious views? - agnostic
Political views? - independent
Are you racist? - Fucking Obamas. No, no. I'm not racist.
Slightest bit prejudice? Against who? - I hate women with hairy arms. I think they're lazy.
Are you gay/bi/lesbian? - I'm straight most of the time.
Are you homophobic? - Not in the slightest.
What are you normally stereotyped as? - I have no idea!
Your friends go to you when... - they're bored.
Do you have dreams? - Literally? Of course.
Do you have any piercings or tattoos? - I have an eyebrow piercing, two lip piercings, and holes in my ears.
Have you ever written a full book? - 20 pages or so
What is your favorite lyric? - It varies so often.
Favorite band? - There's so many: Toadies, Kupek, (early) Motion City Sountrack, Cursive, The Format, Final Fantasy, Idiot Pilot, Minus the Bear, Santogold.
Last band you saw live? - Jessica Lea Mayfield
What is your favorite game show? - Game show? I guess "Moment of Truth".
Are you more scared of eagles, monkies, or polar bears? - monkies
Have you ever been made fun of for something? What? - my body, my hair, my intelligence, the way I talk, etc.
What was the hardest thing in your life so far to overcome? - myself
If you were a color what would you be? - I'd be a motherfuckin' rainbow.
Are you a fast or slow typer? - fast
What is your shoe size? - 7 1/2 in Women's
Have you ever fallen for your bff? - no, no.
Are teen magazines the equivalent of gospel? - What? No.
What is your most viewed website? - MySpace, Blogger, Facebook, DeviantART, Rotten Tomatoes
Do you hate anyone? - not at all
Does anyone hate you? - I don't think so. I hope not.
Have you ever felt alone? - Everyone has.
Have you ever had braces? - no.
Do you like to get drunk? - It depends.
Do you know what a tobaggon is? - Isn't it a type of boat?
What are your nicknames? - girl that punches, Little Bear, Boo Boo Kitty Fuck, Punchgirl, Kid, Chuckles, Laura Lee
Do you like the color black more than most colors? - Black isn't a color.
Best color combination. - blue and yellow
Your thoughts on our president. - Obama? He's seriously, seriously trying. I appreciate that.
If you were US president what would you do first? - I would never, under any circumstances be a president of anywhere.

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About three days ago, I created a Facebook account, and decided to only add people that knew my real age. Being in a relationship with a guy that is significantly older than you while you're still a minor can cause some problems. I have "friends" on MySpace that are either acquaintances, friends, or family of my boyfriend, Anthony. Over the last six months we've been dating, I've had to change my real age to something blatantly false (84), my surveys have particularly vague when certain questions come up, and my MySpace experience in general has become somewhat of a chore. Unfortunately, I know that I won't be blogging on my MySpace anymore, and I want to keep people updated. I don't know who exactly read my blog in the first place, so sending individual messages to people is out of the question. I can't post an actual link from there to here out of fear that someone Anthony knows will find out my real age. I'm not too happy with this situation, but it's worth it for now, so I'll just do whatever keeps us safest. It won't be like this forever.